Kamala

Terribly Upset.....

2010-08-12T03:41:00.000-07:00

Today I am feeling really down and hate talking to anyone.... I am so moody that even my parents don't understand how i feel today..... I JUST WANT TO BE ALONE......

2009-12-07T05:08:00.000-08:00

I am have been feeling down for the past few days... i have been fighting with my father for the past few days... i feel very lazy to do any work at home...it is just i have no peace at home...

i have no mood to study at alll... i wish i can quit school and start to work... i hate to study when i cannot even concentrate at home... i know my father hates me... i always say that i hate him but the fact is that i do not hate him... if only he can change... there are so many things i want to say but i have no way to express what i want to say....

i just don't seem to understand myself first... i have to control everything about myself... i should try not to lose temper and be patient... i will try to do that after tommorrow onwards.... i still i do not talk to anyone at home... that is the best way and since every one trusts brother than me... i really love you... maybe i not sure how long i will live but i promise to take care of him as much as i can... love you all..

2009-10-28T09:13:00.000-07:00

Being yourself is the hardest thing i have to do.... I might never go back to my oldself again... Things have come to this stage..... I am unable to think properly or do anything well for the past few days... I have been crying for the past few days... given choice... i do not want this life...

I wish pray that i can be gone faster then to struck in this world... i hate going back to temple... i might not step into temple at all... it is not i do not like to pray... i do not wish... If only my prays come true... which will never come true... i have no wish for now...all i want to have a peaceful life... Which i am not able to get at all...

i hate to go out and i hate to do things which i loved to do in the past... i just want to stay at home... never to step out of our my bedroom... I really pray god... pls get me out of this world... i do not have the strength to live on... i am losing all my strength and the will to live on... pls god... pls bring me to away from this world... my heart really hurts....

2009-08-11T07:59:00.000-07:00

hi...

nothing much happened today... well... i am looking forward to the end of my exams...

I am looking forward to go out with durga..... cannot wait to go out with her...

one semster for the end of school.. i am planning to take electronic engineering.. i am still deciding on this.. my mother let me choose what i want to take... she is not forcing me with any courses of her... she told me to take nursing and by now i will be working but i have no interest in nursing... i wanted to take something which i will enjoy working in the future.......

Signing off ... be back soon to update... okay

2009-08-10T05:05:00.000-07:00

Well, i am coming to my hundred Posts soon... and i hoping to put in a special post on my hundred post... have been quite busy when i free i try in something special maybe with videos... see how it goes so long...

All my friends pls tag this blogspot

2009-08-10T04:57:00.000-07:00

I have been asking myself some questions......... I just feel i am running away from my problems than to stay and fight it... i have no strength to go one fighting with it... it is keep on chasing me... How i wish that problem can go away to far end of the world...

Life is never perfect. This is what people say always... No matter what our life can be there is always a problem in my life... I am trying to hold on but i not sure how long i can hold it for... things have changed a lot over the years... When you know that some things make you feel upset why do people choose to stay with it then leave it behind and go ahead with life...

I am still trying to go ahead but it have been chasing me all the way...

i am never happy at home... it is just like a jail... i love my brother a lot but he do not understand me at all... i ask him to do work and he is complaining and showing me his anger.... he always disturbing me away...

My father sian... do not wish to talk about him... i do not really like him at all..... there is no bond between us anymore...

my mother do not understand me at all... i can understand her but she do not understand as much as i understand her....

All she thinks girls do housework... i hate that policy... to me guys and girls are the same but she is showing favour to my brother.... let her show her favour...all she cares is about her pity and her sadness inside.. does she not see how i feel inside... i wish i can talk to her one day peacefully...

i am looking forward to my holidays...

2009-08-09T19:22:00.000-07:00

it has been quite a long time since i updated this blog... there is nothing special i have to type into this blog... exams are the corner i am hoping to do well for my exams... see how things go...

it has been a stressful semster... really fast that 3 years of my poly life is going to end soon... time really travels faster.... i looking forward to meet my qi lin ... she is quite busy with her school work and i have not been her for quite some time....

nothing much for today... i will try to update as soon as possible... i will be going to be busy for the past few weeeks... i try to get myself time to update now and then

2009-03-16T22:27:00.000-07:00

it has been 2 weeks since i started work.... i like the working environment.. One of the best place which i wish to work again in the future... The staffs are friendly... i really wish i am able to work longer here....

I have been doing mistakes during my work period... i just a starter...

2009-03-12T07:32:00.001-07:00

for my special friends

2009-01-28T14:51:00.000-08:00

this is bobby... he is cute...

come and catch... lol

shaking hand with bobby...

2009-01-20T18:22:00.000-08:00

another day has passed, i wish i can go back the memories of ITE... i really miss the ITE life... had val, christina, Yu ting and things have changed as each one go their path, we hardly have the time to meet...

i hope we are able to meet up soon or later... when all free, one is not able to make it... i hoping to end poly soon...

i planning to be a teacher... after poly, i go and apply to NIE... i hope this will really to be my plan... don't what can happend 1 year down the road... i still remember... i wanted to be a doctor when i was younger, later i did not liked.. i was crazy about being a doctor when i was young. later i knew i did not wanted to be a doctor, i was only saying it out...

then i did say i wanted to be a teacher but after some time later, being have to face the torture by the students and it is not going to be a easy..

when i came to ite, i want to study something into engineering and i was planning to study computer engineering and i realised in poly that i was not really enjoying studying engineering... when i came into poly, i started to realised i was not really enjoy studying engineering stuffs... so back to teacher for me...

i always have been scared to talk out in class... i must really learn to overcome my fear... since i came poly, i managed to talk louder which is better than ite which i as so quiet then the teacher cannot hear what i say... i MUST OVERCOME MY FEAR... i hope GOD CAN HELP...

things have been good at home, i have started to talk to my father, he has been fighitng for some time and my brother started his nonesense, he likes to repeat what i say to him so i reapeated what he say to me... i don't stop until he stop so he will know hoe irratiting he was when he does those things to me...

he is big headache to me... i just wish he can shut his mouth for one day... he don't watch tv or use computer peacefully, he always like to see tv when i seeing tv out there... i always ask him to give the computer for a moment.. i have set the password to the computer, he just don't stop using the computers... always use the computer...

i set password also a big headache, he always asking me for the password don't let me have a quiet time at all...
once i come home, he starting asking me, why he cannot wait is it.... i don't bother about him anymore... why i should worry about those things when i can do something better or happier... life is short... learning to treasure every moment....

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life is short. things don't happen the way u want it to happen, i have learned there is no point worrying over things as they are going to help you get over the problems.... wha my friends say, i should stop worrying about it... i am thinking what i should do during the holidays... i planning to go the escape theme park to have some fun... i have a free ticket and i have not yet used... i also need to go john little for shopping got a discount and i have not yet to use it.... i really wonder what my attachement during the holiday going to be... i hope it is something which i will like... i really hope but it is okie if it is not what i wanted... i can get some epxerience....

lol.... i am having a birthday party on feb 28... it is sad that some friends cannot make it... i have yet to confirm the date...... i think that will the fixed date... when it is nearer.. i will confirmt the time with my friends.... i never count how many are coming... i hope they all can fit inside my house...... i wish i calebrate but there is a lot of planning and i have to interest to celebrate outside having to get really for attachment and when exams are the corner... i am going to ask my mother to cook for me... and i have yet to decide on the cake...... not sure whether i should BUY FROM.. DO ANY ONE KNOW WHERE I CAN FIND A NICE CAKE? ANY SUGGESTION... IF ANY PLEASE TELL ME... THANKS THAT IS ALL FOR TODAY....

2009-01-15T01:58:00.000-08:00

Photo Cube

2009-01-05T21:41:00.000-08:00

another day has passed... so many things have happen over the week.... year 2 is coming to end soon... ijust cannot wait to get out of poly life... it is kind of getting boring day by day...

things are getting more worst... i just wish they were better... i just don't feel lie staying at home... i just wish this is bad nightmare and wake up to a new life... only it is possible.... things don't always happen the way u always want it to be... i regret a lot of things in life... deciding a small thing... i will take some time... i don't want to regret one day time in life.... i feel feel i am losing all my confidence and losing the strength to go on... i don't have the strength... i wish i can i leave my house when i get older... i cannot stay at that house anymore... it feels like nightmare to me... having to face problems every day.... i tell myself... there are so people out there suffering and i should take god for it... but when things can get more worst... should i leave it to fate... i never believed in fate...... i don't wish to suffer anymore... i feel that i am going to break down of those days... i hate staying at home... i planning to stay at my friend's house for 2 days... i really need a change of environment... my mother will not hear of it.. she still a traditional mum..

because of this, we have a generation gap... mum i just wish u will understand how i fell... when did u tried to understand me... u never bother to listen to me... to u, brother is always the best... u are showing favour to him then me... why u have to treat us differently... u always say u never us differently but that is not the true... u just don't see it... mum... i can tell that we are getting far a part... when time comes, i am scared i might know u well enough and u become a stranger to me..... father is another problem, he don't not change at all... i give up the hope on him and brother too... i give up hope on everyone... i starting to change is because of you all.. always give up the hope... i wish i was never born into this world... i hate myself and things around me.... will those things will change... i wish they will or they will never change... mum, if this contiunes.... i scared i will lose the strength to live on also...

i still remember the first time when u gave me a watch when i did well in exam... when i got first in class, it was only a NT class that is what u told me... why u look down on me... just because i go NT.. u were always shame of me... when i go poly, u told ppl when i was in ite, u were shame and i could tell from ur voice... there are those things that hurt so badly... i never had a good time to talk to u and u were never bother to listen to me... i starting depending on my friends for support... u just don't get it why...... i am more close to my friends than u... they were willing to listen to all my problems... u never will listen as u have ur own problems.. i feel comfort telling u my problems but u never wanted to listen to them...

i wish i had a mum who was like a friend to me and was open with me... i wish i had a father who don't know show favour to guys, i wish i had a brother who can be close me and understand.. those things never happened and i know they will never happen... when i start to work.. i am thinking of leaving this family...... or when i am gone then will u understand my feelings...

2009-01-04T03:06:00.000-08:00

2008-12-28T05:53:00.000-08:00

tommorrow starts school... i am just so lazy to go out to school... i feel like staying at home.... should i skip schoolll... i feel like doing that.. so fast holidays are gone...

things are getting worst at home... i just don't feel like staying at home... haiz... my father is fighting with me every day... it like more a jail than a home to me... each time i come home, i don't the warm welcome when i come it.... i just don't feel comfortable staying at home..... i feel like staying somewhere else for some time... i need a change of place...

life is so short... we cannot expect that things have to happen the way we wish for it... there are ups and downs in life.... i always tell myself, do i destinated to my fate... have to suffer and listen to people around...... my parents tell me to study engineering but i have no interest in it... at first i was interested in it nut as the time goes by, i have no interest in that... i really wish to be teacher... i hope this wish will come true for me....when i start to work... i might upgrade by myself by taking part time... courses... i don't wish to study forever in my parent's money....

2008-12-17T02:48:00.000-08:00

Today me and Qi Lin went to watch Twilight... We really liked it a lot... Qi Lin say that main lead is handsome... Well... i agree with her... we had some talk after movie... we walked around and bought a Mr bean ice-cream... it was quite nice except for the soya bean smell which i did not like....

While we were eating our ice-cream, we talked about the movie, the parts that we liked the most and stuffs about the movie... i was enjoying talking about the movie... We wish that we had a vampire as a boyfriend... lol... Qi Lin... so funny when she say about her don't want her bf for a vampire... so funny... i imagine her guy sad or crying away wondering why this Qi Lin... don't want me...

Here are some of the pictures from Twilight... Qi Lin... if u are seeing this... Don't drool... lol...

I find that the lead character look handsome in this images.... Qi Lin... smiling away.... I see your eye open big big... lol...

2008-12-13T18:19:00.000-08:00

yesterday went to my cousins's baby first yea birthday party... they held it in Grassroots club which was near to Nayang Polytechnic... When we went they was a playground for the kids to play at the other end was where the birthday was held...

The Birtday Cake....

Do you know that the teddy bear is also a cake.... quite nice... i just wonder how they do this... i really hated it a lot when i saw it at first...

This girl so cute... very naughty... also.... look at her posing to the camera.... i loved her a lot... she can speak a bit tamil and shows it saying i am chinese can speak tamil... haha!!!

2008-12-11T00:09:00.000-08:00

this is the terrible day for me... got my lab test back... and got two quizzes in a row... i like want to sleep during the class... my brain was switch off... not able to study at all...

i managed to do well for the first quiz... i am scared for the second quiz which i am going to do soon... pray to god... i hope i can do well for it...

one week of my holiday is gone for the dip plus... i like regret take dip plus sometimes.. i tell my self that i nevr i give up... things has been hard... having to study few chapter in one day....

i feel very pressured at times... need to go for medication... lol...

i planning to go a lot of places during the holiday... going bankrupt soon... with so much money to spend each time i go out...... have to control my spending... but went out cannot control... the more the money u have the more u want to spend... some things cannot be control... i should be bring less money the next time and will result in spending less money.

i wish i can get out of the school now and the teacher mia... i hope he can come faster and i am done with the quiz... come quick... loll

that is all for today..... brb....

2008-12-08T19:12:00.000-08:00

first week of hoilday... i have to return to school to do my dip plus... i just feel like no mood to go back to school... i am planning some activities during the holiday... i am planning to go to malaysia this coming sat.... i wish i am able to go to malaysia.... me and durga hope that we are able to go malaysia... we plan to see a movie and go shopping to city link...

but things cannot be confirmed at the moment.... i wish to have some peace time during the holidays... i have been moody for the past few days... i hope that taking a trip to malaysia can make me feel relax...

i am hoping to celebrate happy new year with durga... we plan to stay out the whole night or maybe she comes to my house to celebrate it... we have not decided what we want to do... maybe we have some drinks and count to the happy new year... haha...

val ask me out for christmas eve... i wonder where we are going to... i am thinking of whether to find presents or not... things are getting more expensive... buying a small things costs so much.... i may or not buy... or i just buy something small for every body...

i am changing my internet to a higher speed.... i am waiting for the christmas promotion and i hope it is a good price.. at the rate things are increasing...

2008-12-03T18:33:00.000-08:00

2008-11-01T19:53:00.000-07:00

problems at home are getting more worst... just hate staying at home.... things is going too much....

i don't bother to tag this blog... who is going to read it... i feel like closing it soon... i feel very miserable and lonely... when talk to people on msn... they stop replying me after some time... they think i am playing... not willing to listen to what i want to say.... i just hate myself... i starting to lose the meaning of life... i really wish that i was never born at all.... no one can understand how i feel at home.. my mother is keep on complaining about me... every thing i do.. she give me complaints... she is not willing to listen to my friends... and complains about my friends.... why i have to depend on my friends... no one at home is understanding...

my father i have to fight with him every day.... he just don't understand how i feel at... he fights and fights.... my brother... he is so great... he is so happy when he see me get beaten or scolden... he is smiling away... hahaha.. what is so happy... i just wish he can stop smiling... at me... or he just saying that i am a loser... i am such a loser... i am really a loser.... i really pray to god that he let me die soon...

dear god...

i starting to hate this life... full of miserable and aloniess... just bring me away god from this world... i hate this world so badly that i have lost the meaning of life..... what is so special of living... no one can understand i feel... i know i don't have much friends... i don't feel to wish until i turn old... i wish feel i can die sooner or later.... i feel very miserable and terrible....

amen

2008-09-23T04:25:00.000-07:00

i want to talk to someone so badly.. i feel very upset today.. things happening are making me more upset... sin yee hate going out with me... i will stop asking her out next time... sy bye bye...

2008-07-26T02:20:00.000-07:00

life is so boring for me... i am having a lot of problems at home recently... i feel i can talk to someone about my problems... i feel very stressed and going to break down soon... my mother cannot understand how i feels... i just wish she can listen to me... how i wish life was different...

life is sux now... i really hate my life now... life has lost its meaning for me...

2008-07-18T19:29:00.000-07:00

it is sat today, another boring day.... later i am going to study for exams... haiz... study study... need a break lor... well, my friends are coming later to my house to do their school work..... so many PBL(problem based learning) for this sem..

lucky have kwee hua and ai shan to help me if not, i am going to zzz already.. nothing much happened over the past few weeks, well i went to qi lin's house... her dog was so good... when i call it, it reponsed... see food, see happy... lol... had a fun time playing with it... after that i borrowed her slippers, my shoes were hurting me.. so zzz... borrow hers.. i know she don't know... thanks so much for helping.. i am waiting for holiday to come.. i don't really tag this blog a lot.. since not much of my friends are seeing it... i can see from the tags... so i tag when i have the time to tag...

that is all for today.. be right back

so boring...

2008-07-17T17:59:00.000-07:00

it has been months since i last tag my blog... i have nothing much to tag also..... school holidays are coming... one and half years of school life is gone... one and half years more to go and that is end of my poly life....

lol... i don't know what to tag.... nothing much is going around... for the past few days, i spending a lot of money on food... kwee hua, ai shan, pei yi and me went to IMM to eat, each of us spend around $12+ on food..... well,spending once in a while i guess it is okie...

i hope for the holidays to come... hoping to have some fun... i am quite stressed with the school and am losing the mood to study.. each time, i touch the book, i am going into sleepy mode... lol

2007-12-12T20:01:00.001-08:00

it have been quite some time since i tag.. i have nothing in mind that i wish to tag... my cousin gave birth to a baby girl.. lol.. i got another niece.. my first niece is now 4 months old.. she so cute lor.. look a like me when i was a baby.. time really passes so fast..

she so cute.. i wish i can see her now.. see her smiling away.. she make forget all my problems when she is smiling.. now another niece... haha.. so many babies to watch for.. i love babies.. they just so cute and adorable.. looking a baby can make forget all ur problems..

i quite worried for my java.. haiz.. i really got no mood to do java.. why in the world got java.. now i understand why a lot of people do not like java.. it is just a zzzzzz

2007-11-19T01:41:00.000-08:00

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Lol!!! couple dance without guys.. where did the guys go to??

another day!!!

2007-11-14T20:37:00.000-08:00

one day has gone!!!! having my exams next week. i have not prepared for Math yet.. i feel less stress and can relax myself down...

i am waiting for nove 23 to come as it is the last day for my exams... i am planning to ask my friends out.. i not sure whether they are free or not... what if they are having exams too or their exams are near... i hope they can come out with me... quite some time since i went out with them.. i am planning to ask qi lin out.. that last time we went out was to see a movie.. erm.. what was the movie name.. lol.. i forget... i want to have som fun after exams..

i have been thinking whether i have the fault and that is why people around me seem to hate me or starting to hate me.. i though for quite some time.. i have the fault with me.. i need some time to change myself.. everyone has problems... i have to overcome them.. even i do not have friends in ite.. i have to go on with life and not worry about unhappy things. life is short why worry and make your life short.. i going to change the way i am.. and make people think i am a better.. i hope u all can give me some time.. i cannot change over one night...

i should thanks val for helping me out in ite... you are such a great friends.. u never look down on me.. and treated every one as same.. i know i have given u a lot of problems in ite.. i am sorry for that.. i will change myself for the better...

i have to learn to like my life not to find the fault in it.. we see at the bad thing but never miss out the good things in life.. life is never pefect for one man.. it has to have ups and downs.. one man with a perfect is not going to be happy for the rest of his life as he might only find it boring.

i can never be perfect.. but i will change myself for the better.

2007-11-11T22:41:00.001-08:00

i am so zzz today... trying to concentrate... but i feel like zzz away.. i wish pei shan was here to talk to me.. she always busy.. do not know she busy with studies or flirting away on msn or phone.

meimei.. where are u? i wish to see u... little sister..

i cannot stop smiling.. when i told her that her handwriting was like ants.. lol she zzz at me.. she funny and cute... she make me smile... i wonder why we are far a part... we are so young if not can come and see her... i can then bully her... i steal her bed and make her sleep on the floor.... lol kidding... i just say only not real... having a pen pal like u is great... .. if you see this tag.. don't f5 at me.. if u f5, then add oil... add oil... hehe.. i see meimei on fire.. want me to call the fire engine for u meimei... calling 995.. lol.. cannot see the expression on memei... sob sob so sad... hehe

when are u sending me your little ants to me... i want to see them... hehe... hope u understand u know what i mean by ants... little ants crawling on the paper... lol

pls tag so that i know u have seem this tag

2007-11-09T02:07:00.000-08:00

another day is gone, had my deepavali yesterday... it was quite fun... gwen,rachel, sin yee, qi lin, lynn and yee sheen all came to my house.. we eat a lot... had chick curry, prawn sambal, mutton curry and a lot of sweets and deserts to eat.. hehe
that is a lot for me.. i eat until i was too sick to eat... had a great time yesterday..

2007-11-05T20:49:00.000-08:00

second of school...
i had 5 hours of Maths... was going to sleep in class. lol... well i took this gems called maths puzzle and games.. it is quite fun and i am enjoying it like... i go to learn some magic tricks using cards. it is quite fun.. one day i show it to my friends...

after that 2 hours of that lesson, i have 3 hours of Maths... This math is not part of the games and puzzle but it my core module.. it it more to A maths.. the moment i go into class... i wanted to sleep so badly.. i tried to stay awake and listen to teacher... but in the end, i managed to stay a wake...

having my quiz later... hope i can do well... i did not study for it.. i only get to know at the last min.. how i can be so forgetfull that i forget i had my quiz today.. i hope i can get A for it... pray hard!!!!... deepa is coming in two days time.. that is fast.. i am inviting my friends like rachel, yee sheen and my new friends from my poly too.. got one guy coming also... later i see him blushing away at my house why he is the odd guy there... hehe... well nothing much to say for now... i be back later to tag.. i always leave a big time gap between each tag.. i try to tah every day when i have the time.. for now, i am having my exams. so i may not be able to tag for 2 weeks.. i try my best to tag as when i am free.. my mother baking cake anr brownies today... i wonder how it will turn out to be.. hope it will taste nice.. this is her first time trying it... pray hard!!!. remember last year, the cookies turned out to be wrong... added too much of oil... this reming me of shan... i miss her!!!.. when she write letter to me... she always write there... add oil... i do not where she adding oil to... she is one funny girl that make me smile when i am down... i know you have been busy wishing u good luck for ur assignments and exams... Go girl!!!!!!!!!

Start of school!!!!!!

2007-11-04T20:28:00.000-08:00

school have started after one week of e-learing... i did not have the mood to go back to school... i wished the holiday was longer so i can enjoy myself but now cannot... 2 more weeks for exam.. that is fast...

though today will have presentation.. but something wrong with the lights..... had to delayed the presenation by 1 hour... waste time lor... one hour... our presentation was based on the video we choose and talk about it... there is only time for one goup to present. i liked their movie... quite a feeling one....

i wish i can see that full story of that movie... i just look out for the movie... it was about a teacher and students relationship... how the teacher managed to overcome the problems faced in his class...
our group presentation is next week... i hope it will turn out well...
i now looking forward the 2 weeks holidays.. hate waking up so early in the morning... i never sleep well also... the moment, i go home, i want to sleep... for now, i will study for my exams.. wish me good luck...

i cannot stop smiling away when rachel and sin yee blog the information about the pervert in their school.. that was quite funny.. rachel sure have a good and united class... hehe!!!

e-learning

2007-10-26T07:10:00.000-07:00

having my e-learning week.. no need to go school for the time being.. i am happy about.. deepavali is coming... so many things to shop.. having been spend a lot of money... going bankrupt...

i am going for fun for the time being... sin yee, rachel and the rest are coming my house... cannot wait for the day to come... hope u will enjoy urself at my house... thanks for all coming...

i just bought a new sari cost me around $100... that is super exp... my mother bought it for me ... i thanks her a lot... i love her... mauck.. thanks mummy.. u are the best... i am praying things go well for my friends and me..

i pray val to get good results and hope her school work is not so stress...

as for sin yee, pray for her to go poly and same poly as val and get into co.

as for all my other friends like yee sheen, rachel, durga, gwen.. all the best guys..

may all ur wishes come true..

pray u all!!!

dear god,

bless them...
pray for their health, study... give them the will to do well in exams... all the best guys..

amen.

2007-07-04T17:00:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, me and sin yee went little india... she need to take photo for her school work... we first went to a shop and eat thosai... it was called curry maslsa thosai... quite nice.... then we walked to the sweet shop.. i let her try some sweets.. she liked one sweet which was brown in colour....

another sweet is which orange was quite sweet for her.... after that, we went to the hawker centre to try roti prata... we eat one egg prata... sin yee could not finish hers...... she was quite full... after eating we went ti buy drink... we both order one drink each.... sin yee ordered ice lemon tea and i ordered cendol... sin yee said her drink like ice lime tea not ice lemon tea... we found our drinks either sweet or not did not tasted quite nice... we throw away together.. sin yee needed to buy a printer ink.. we went to sim lim square... we walk around the place looking for where they got sell cheap ink... we could not find any... sin yee found them quite expensive....

we decided not to buy any then, we walked to the bus stop... we both take the same bus and sin yee got down at chinatown.... i went home... i was so tired... lor.. that is day for now... i come back later...bb.. =)

2007-07-01T08:47:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, i went out with sin yee... we went to raffles place to eat sushi.. it was our first time eating sushi together.. we have not meet for quite some time.. i did not know what to talk to her... we both eat a lot... then we went to shop for clothes..

we later watched movie.. transfomer.. it is was quite nice.. i feel like sin yee not enjoying it... well.. she like to see chinese movies more than english.. she always crazy about dramas.. she always buy one... i one day go her house... i might see a selves of cds there.. hehe..

here are some of the photos we took together.....

Time is gone so fast!!!!!!

2007-05-29T09:05:00.000-07:00

I have not tagged for quite a long time... i have been busy for the time being... i got into to poly and i am getting used to the life there. it is qutie relaxing in sp.. i miss simei a lot... i miss sin yee and the international groups.... the international always together one.....

we did went back one time to get testionmal from teacher. we took some photos.. we keep on retake one... we had our dinner there... quite a memory to remember.. think back, like those 2 years went by like 2 seconds... when i come ite, i wanted to finish those 2 years fast but time travels fast. when the time comes, the 2 years is gone.. i miss sin yee a lot... she is good friend.. i am happy to know her... she is quite shy.. i always talk to her alot. i always like dectective search for her in school and always see her siting at the 3 level of the business block... she quite quiet, sit there and do work... when we were going to have our last exam in school, she cried, i felt sad lor.. i did not know what to say to her... i miss her a lot too. i cannot express to her.. she is always my friend.. i will never forget.. Val is another friend i had.. she is really take my nonesense.. i am sorry if i said anything to u.. i had some fights with her... i hope you don't mind... u helped me a lot in studies.. thanks for ur help... i wish u and sin yee all the best... and the rest of my members in the international group...

2007-03-08T06:39:00.000-08:00

Time is travelling quite fast.... Three months have been passed by... I now working for the past 6 weeks, i am going to end work soon... It have been quite a tiring job. I have to do the same job for abour 10 hours plus... Testing the RAM... it is getting quite bored... At first, it was quite interesting but now zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... I have nothing to say lor...

I am waiting for Poly letter to come... one week more to receive the letter... it is like very slow lor... cannot wait to know what poly i will be going to... so excited... hehe...

i am not doing much during the holidays, i have been going out with friends and watching movies... I am planning to go out with meimei... she is having her exams now, i cannot wait for her to finish her exams so that we can go out... she have been quite scared... i am hoping she can stay calm and do well in her exams... MEIMEI, wish u all the best.... DO UR BEST.... i support u!!! hehe...

2007-01-17T02:09:00.000-08:00

very long never write a blog... hehe... For the time being, i am having my holidays... I have found a job.. I will be starting work end of this month...

I have to enjoy as much as possible... I have been going to the Poly's open house to know more details about the courses... everything is going well...

Last week, me and my meimei went out to shop... it was the first me and mei mei go out la... she always shy mah... we had a great time... I scared i disturb her during our shopping.. sorry...

We went to shop for shoes laces... We took a neo print... I had a great time with meimei... HeHe... Miss u my cute sister.. Maucks...

2006-09-16T01:15:00.000-07:00

Some of my maple photo....

Mei Mei and Me (Fighting Away)...Lolx

Little Val and Me...

Me!!! HeHe

My Mei Mei.. (Wonder who she kissing...HeHe)

2006-09-14T00:12:00.000-07:00

Yesterday have my networking test... So hard la... I hope i did my best.. sob sob..
The 5 short question....diao diao..

Well i have another class test next week.. I am hope i do my best in that test...

I better do not lag la.. I no mood to study.... sOBsOb

2006-08-20T07:30:00.000-07:00

Val's birthday coming..... hehe.....
I am not sure what to buy for her...... hmmmm!!!!!! Well... My Mei Mei(Sin Yee) are going to buy her a present together...

one more week to go to her birthday... We going to Sweden.. I am looking for it..

I want to see what present Sin yee buy for Val.. LoL

I just have to wait... hehe!!!

2006-06-22T08:30:00.000-07:00

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2006-01-21T19:39:00.001-08:00

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2006-01-21T19:39:00.000-08:00

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LoNg TiMe

2005-10-27T21:31:00.000-07:00

It has few months since i wrote a entry. I have been very busy. I have a project in hand to do. i have mine english and maths O-level coming. Sometimes, i feel i am on the edge of breaking down.

I wasy very stressed out. i trying to relax. But sometimes, i cannot. I hope i can finish my project next week. Hope so.

School Starts

2005-06-22T21:56:00.000-07:00

It has been three days since school started. I am getting well but a bit stress. I am taking O-level English and Maths this Year and plus my course to study for. I hope i can cope with all of this. Whatever is going to happen, i will prepare for it. I wish the best happens. I am not sure when i will be able to write a post later. I will be very busy with my studies. That is all for today!

Bye!

2005-06-16T20:49:00.000-07:00

School Started

2005-01-23T16:16:00.003-08:00

it has been three weeks sice school started. i am starting to miss my sec sch. i hope i am go and visit my teachers. But i am very busy for the pst few days. i hope to find time to go back. i like my new school. there are better facilities than other schools. i am scared at first whether i can get a place in this school. i must be lucky to get a place in this school. i am hoping to do well and go to polytechnic. i hope i can go. Pray to God. (*_*)

In school.

2005-01-18T18:33:00.002-08:00

*HUGS* TOTAL!give Kamala more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own

I am have a entrance test today. if i pass, i can take O-level this year, and if i fail, i will take next year.

I am not sure

2005-01-05T06:41:00.000-08:00

I am not sure whether if i like the course i have choose. i am very confused. if only god can help me now. i want to study hard and get good results. it is a risk. Sec sch life is over now. i will miss my sec sch now. there is a lot of memories in that school. when i first entered my sec sch, i want to finish my sec sch. but as the sch is over, i will miss my school and my friends. i will go to my school every year to see the teachers, i guess. i hope every thing in the future goes well for me. Will it?

2004-12-04T08:10:00.000-08:00

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Prom Night

2004-11-30T01:57:00.000-08:00

The prom is over. i went out at about 12.00 pm to buy high-heel shoes and i reached home at about 4.15pm. i took a bath and quickly changed and i took a taxi to my friend's house and waited downstairs for her. i tried to call her but i could not get through her and i was very scared as i though she might have left. My friend's aunt brought us to the hotel and she helped me to put make-up. she was quite friendly. We went to look for our friends and at about 7.25, we went up. the food was ok. i did not eat the last few dishes as i feel sick. i maanaged to take some photos with my friends and teachers. i am upset as i did not take photos with some of my favourite teachers. it is ok! my friend's aunt drop me home. i reached home at about 11.20 pm. I quickly changed and fall asleep.

2004-11-16T06:38:00.000-08:00

it has been a long time since i wrote an entry. i had exams and my computer broke down. i was unable to use my computer for about a month. Holidays started and i am very bored. i prefer to be in school then to have school holidays. for about a week, i worked and earned some money. Now i have nothing to do, i go out with my friends. i am also thinking about taking private O-Level. i am very confused about what to do next. i have decided to take O-Level. i know that there is a lot of risk. i will do well in all my subjects. That is all for today!

Pirates of the Caribbean

2004-09-17T18:51:00.000-07:00

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2004-09-13T05:11:00.000-07:00

i am having a terrible headache. it has to be the day before the cpa practical paper. i was very scared whether my headache will go away by tommorrow but i feel much better. My headache should be gone by tommorrow. i will be goinh out tommorrow.

On Saturday, i went to watch The Cinderella Story. it was quite nice. Only after the exams, will i be seeing movies. It is about three weeks to N-level.

Prelims over

2004-09-10T10:23:00.000-07:00

i have finished my tamil paper. i hope i did well in it. One part of my exam has finished. i am less relax now. i hope the N-level paper is easier. I don't know what to write about. i guess this all for today.

Harry Potter

2004-08-13T20:35:00.000-07:00

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Friendship Poem

2004-08-02T05:44:00.000-07:00

Forever Friends

Friends we are, forever friends we'll be,
Wherever we are, you're right beside me.
I hope we stay friends 'til the end of time,
And whenever that is, our friendship will still shine.
You mean the world to me,
I hope the same with you,
You're always helping me,
whatever it takes you'll do.
Now that we're growing older,
changing our ways,
I know we won't lose our friendship-I hope I never see that day.
So to every one of my friends,
you mean the world to me,
Friends we are,
forever friends we'll be.

Scoccer

2004-08-02T05:25:00.000-07:00

On last friday, the whole class got to play scoccer. It was fun. First, we learn some skills and later we had a friendly match and in the end, the score was 0:0. Both the team got 1 point each. We will continue the scoccer next friday. i am looking forward to it. I am happy, as we were to have a exam tomorrow and it was cancelled. I was used to worry so much about my exams. But i got myself to relax. i wanted to write a lot but i don't what to write. By the way, hope everything goes well this week. i am happy that mdm yeo has come back. We have eoa tommorrow.

Racial Harmony

2004-07-22T04:35:00.000-07:00

I got to wear baju kurong which borrowed from someone. It was the first time, i was wearing some other race's clothes. i wanted to wear sari and i was scared that people will laugh at me, by the i don't know how to tie thw sari too. Later, at about 11.30 a.m. we went to down to play some games and it was so boring. After that, we went back to cpa lesson and later went to Gan Eng Sang for oral but i don't how i did and i wish i passed. i am very upset about it.

It is oK!

i HAVE do better for the lc and written.
I hope it is easy.

ThAt Is AlL fOr NoW!

Sad

2004-07-16T08:58:00.000-07:00

I am feeling very upset now a days. what can i do? the exams has just finished, the results are very bad. I did a lot of careless mistakes in my paper but it is ok! i will do better next time. That is what i have been telling myself. But i cannot stop thinking about it.
So many things has happened recently. But i don't wish to think about it. the next exams are only less than one month. i AM VERY worried.

2004-06-20T23:01:00.000-07:00

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2004-06-11T19:19:00.000-07:00

Two weeks has passed, iT seen very fast.
Exams will start once the school starts.
I am very worried bout it but i will make myself relax.

Finding Memo

2004-06-07T21:17:00.000-07:00

What Finding Nemo Character are You?
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2004-05-28T10:05:00.000-07:00

First Message

2004-05-25T19:11:00.000-07:00

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Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure
Angels always appear when a child is born, when
a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their
first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear
in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold
wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and
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